Love October...Hate November
11/17/2003 11:05 AM
I love the fall and hate the winter. November is my definite "hang over" month of the year. The days are grey and endless. The winter seems 100 months long. Most of the crappy events of my life have happened in November.

I try to lose weight...I don't. Kendra is out of town all the time. I look at my life and see it for the non relavent blip it is. I know I'm just wallowing self pity and nobody is coming here for that. Too bad...its my blog. And I feel crappy. I'd have a few cocktails tonight but then tomorrow I'd be hung over and miserable. And right now my health is the only thing I'm enjoying.

Maybe London will turn my head. At least the beer will be good.